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[Jul. 25th, 2006|03:12 pm] |
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sooo josh just left. today was really fun. I cleaned my room up since last night was pretty unsuccessful and then josh came over at like 12ish or something. and we watched live at budokan. and i showed him how to play the intro to take the time. : ]] He's so cute and sweet. I'm really happy i met him. even if we dont end up dating he's a really good guy and i know he'd go to all my DT concerts with me. : ] hehe. but anyway so he had his arm around me and it was cuuuute. lol. alright i'll stop now. i think you all get the idea. |
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[Jul. 24th, 2006|08:31 am] |
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so last night i didnt sleep very well. i know at like 2 am i went to sleep in my moms bed.. but that was short lived because her snoring is as loud as a semi truck. and i'm not really sure what time i fell asleep or if i was acutally sleeping at all. i know i was up at 3 and 5 and 6:30 when i acutally got out of bed to get some orange juice, and then planned on falling asleep but mom had gotten up for work by then. So i've been out of bed since 6:30. I still havent dressed or showered. I'm not sure if i feel like going to the 10 to 12 test session or the 1 to 3. i guess i'll call mili later and see what time she's going so i can get a ride. i'm getting kinda hungry again. i was reading something earlier on JP forum about prog girls and some guy was saying how he sees some at shows in england where he lives but they always seem to be with someone. and it made me wonder why i can't seem to ever find anyone. i mean i see plenty of people.. but it could be the fact that their with their friends, or whatever but they're like unapproachable. thats probably the hardest part. even though i know any of them would probably kill to have a girlfriend into DT. I always seem to talk to the loony bins though. or get punched. boo. i feel like going shopping after i take my test today. too bad britney's at katiessss. swimming would be wonderful too. i'm so happy that britney is back in town. i dont know what i would do if she was gone any longer. 2 weeks is long enough. speaking of, she's online. i think i'll ask her when she's testing today. and get some food. and watch tv. yep. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|05:10 pm] |
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Just a few minutes ago i finished my summer reading book which i started today. took me about 3 hours. pretty good book, about a girl who lives in a therapy center or something and cuts herself. I guess i could relate to that in a way. so it was a pretty easy read. I'm not looking forward to the test tomorrow though. They're not supposed to be difficult but they always throw in a confusing question or two. And its pretty much the most akward test taking atmosphere ever. but whatever. maybe i'll run into someone i know. i'll probably go school shopping tomorrow too. i have nothing better to do. ugh.
My mom ran into mili today when she was going to target. she said that she was on her way to alex's. which doesn't surprise me one bit. I mean they're dating, thats cool, i'm glad she's happyp. But i cannot stand that kid for the life of me. He sucks up to her soo much and she doesnt even notice it. I'd love to be like "you think that you some angel to him because you're going on 7 months, the only reason you're still together is because your too fucking oblivious to dump him. Do you think his 'i'm from california and a smooth talker' crap was only for you?" but of course that would be mean. It shouldn't bother me but it does. And it sucks that she used to be my best friend before he came along. Now whenever i see her its "Alex this" and "Alex that." And he's extremely rude to me too so it's not like i even want to be around him even if i could be with her. not to mention the amount of PDA that i'd have to watch. and the sad thing is she doesn't even realize she does this. and not only to me but cecilia too. Like yesterday i called her to hang out because i hadn't seen her since tuesday. okay thats HUGE for us. but Noo Alex and her are going to the movies. I mean i can understand if she wants alone time because he's been out of town for a month. But he came back on Thursday and you havent even bothered to call me. when i KNOW you've been with him. The least you could do is invite me to the movie or make plans for another day. but whatever. I'm starting to think that school might be good for me for a change. I'll acutally meet people this year, because hopefully i'll be THERE. I'm sick of just having the same 4 or 5 people to hang out with all of the time.
Alright well i'm done ranting for now. Dinner will be ready soon. : ] |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|03:45 pm] |
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This is my first entry. I probably haven't been here for a year and a half or so. Lun made me make one. yay. But i did this for me. I've been through a lot lately so i figure it's probably not a bad idea to write about it once again.
Kathryn stayed the night last night. After about 30 mins on the phone trying to figure out what was open at 10 at night we decided against it. It was really nice out so we sat on my moms car and "star gazed" haha.. but it was pretty much just clouds. It's funny what amuzes people now adays. Not to mention that we probably woke the neighborhood up singing backstreet boys songs at 1:30 AM. : ] it's funny because i acutally was pretty tired but we definately didn't fall asleep until 5 this morning. we were almost like,, "might as well not sleep." but of course we fell back asleep around 2 pm today after eating a late breakfast at 1. It's nice to have friends that you can do that with though. the glory of SUMMER. : ]
I'm so not looking forward to school starting back up. ughh. It's not that i don't like school. It can be fun sometimes. It's just that i've had so long off with missing second semester that I like dont want to go back. It will just be different. And so many of my friends are gone now. : [ and I'm going to have to double my core classes and ugh it's going to be so tough. Sophmore year is hard enough as it is..
Today's Mike Robinson's birthday. He asked me last night if i would care if he went to a strip club. what a stupid question. do i look like his mom/sister/g.f.? NO. but seriously, i think its really stupid of him to do that. i know exactly how his family is and they totally won't approve. and on top of that.. why would u pay money to go somewhere and get teased? if thats what he wants then he should find himself a g/f or something. At least you can get that shit for free... hahaha.
But today seems pretty uneventful. I was hoping i could go for a drive with Mili or something today, if not later tonight. Maybe we'll go visit Josh. I hate making promises that I'll visit him because it always turns out that something else comes up instead.
My mom went to the store to get frosting for our cupcakes and didnt tell me she had some food in the crockpot. So like 5 seconds ago it made this bubbling noise and scared the shit outta me. hahaha. you'd think she'd tell me something like that incase the kitchen catches on fire?? MOTHERS.
Anyway i'm out for now, i guess. I'll come back if i think of more to write later tonight. : ]
Jess
HERE'S SOME PICTURES OF KATHRYN AND I LAST NIGHT. LMAO. : ]
AND OOOH LOOK. KATHRYN'S RUNNING FROM THE POLICE. HAHAHA. KIDDING.
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